Shitty Romance

don't know what to do. things are a lil messy rite now.. no matter how much I try to sort things out. they just keep getting worse. will i ever be able to trust him again after all this. no i wont be. tats wat am doing now... he thinks the same thing that i have got this habit of checkin on him. true. I just truly wish he goes away so tat i wud be able to forget him. Anyways he would be gone soon. and considering his communication habits I dont think we would be surviving this distance relation ship. its always a mess. I did try but he just wont budge. I guess all men are the same. they are never happy being with just one women. They need spice in life they say. its the way they are made the scientists say. No doubt these scientists are men too. defending ter own species.

I am goin to stop putting in any effort now, wont call wont text. i have my own shit to deal with. he can deal with his. Probably this was all a mistake. I thought I would have him for a while love him be with him...never thought abt the possibility of he not loving me in return.... my mistake was i expected him to love me. i know...now i know...u aint suppose to expect that ever from a guy.

All he says nowadays makes no sense to me...its like he is two different personalities in one body he is sweet sometimes and sometimes a total jerk. not that i care now. Being angry is better rather than being sorry for ur self... anger is better....soothing...

Now reading: The Girl Who Played with Fire

So, started reading this book few days back. Part of the trilogy by Stieg Larson. The first part of the trilogy was high on gross quotient. With all the incest thing going around. But the suspense was something that kept me hooked to the book. The story revolves around Lisbeth Salander. A women who is a sociopath but with great hacking skills. I had actually seen the movie based on the first part hence kind of knew the gist. The trilogy revolves around Micheal Blomkvist, a financial journalist working with Millennium magazine. The relation they share forms the basis of the story.

The second part is based on Millennium's attempt on exposing the sex trade in Sweden. But in the course of this expose they are time and again sucked in the vortex and labyrinth of problems and the odds are against them. I am still reading it so don't really know how it would end. Salander as always plays a major role and probably her past and "All The Evil" is going to be revealed in this part of the trilogy.

There are lot of questions that arise when you are reading a Stieg Larson novel whose answers usually baffle you when you get them.

Now have to get back to my novel. Cant wait to reveal who is the real killer here??

Until next time. Ciao

New book - The Fault in Our Stars

So recently finished the novel called "Fault in Our Stars". Great novel, refreshing change from stupid Twilight series. Yes, Twilight series feels stupid now since I guess I have outgrown it now. So getting back to Fault in Our Stars. Its funny, hilarious in fact, right amount of romance and not at all a self help book for cancer survivors. It isnt a quintessential cancer survivors story. The author has tried to look at the subject through a different and fresh perspective that is not at all tragic and morbid!!! That is what I loved the best. 

The characters are funny with a great sense of humor, I mean its all because of the author of course. The romance between the central characters Hazel Grace and Augustus Waters is crackling with the right mix of humour and chemistry and biology etc. Then there is there friend, shoot I forgot his name. He is the funniest character of all. (Hump the cave wall ha ha ha...)Though I am yet to watch the movie. Heard the song by Charlie XCX "BoomClap" which is a sountrack for this movie... Awesome song. The video is great too. No doubt the song is on number 3 on the billboard of VH1. This is the first time I heard to a song by the artist, Charlie but I am already a fan of hers. Will have to listen to her other songs as well now. Anyways my playlist is getting really ancient. Time to refresh it. Though the grief is I have no headset now to listen to all these songs. Sob Sob.

Anyways... Grown ups have to slog now... Getting back to work with... Heck the song is just stuck in my head. Will watch the video again and get back to work. A lil break from work never hurt any one!!!

Ciao...

Back to blogging!!!

My my.. blogging after almost a year. Well a lot happened in the past year. Few good and shitty moments. Well the best part is finally I have landed with a job I love. No more HR stuff. God grief!!! I was completely bogged down trying to impress seniors and people around me. I thought HR was my thing but egads!! Its not.

But by far things have been good both on personal and professional front. Oh just finished my driving lessons and boy I had a blast. I get sort of a rush control my mean machine, though its just a humble family car he he.. No fancy nitro boosters!! Had fun painting the town red. I think I am gonna name my car still haven't given it a thought though. Lets see..how about Louise!! That sounds French but I kind of prefer it. Luv the French. And what else.

Well I have developed this new fetish for online shopping. NASTY I know but you get to buy stuff without even going to the store. Which is the best part. Who wants to travel all the way to the mall when I can sit with my lappy and shop till i drop (or sleep should i say) without leaving the comfort of my home. My fav are jabong.com and fanshionandyou.com. Awesome stuff, pretty cheap and suits my taste. Not that I really have a taste.

Now have to get back to work... dont want to fall back on my schedule :)

Ciao...Until next time!!!